Try To Think Happiness

During the first year after Rob died, my heart felt shattered. I felt broken, but underneath all that pain I knew that I wanted to feel happy again. I wasn’t sure how that was going to happen, or if it was going to happen, but at that point I was just hoping that it would happen. I think that was the driving force pulling me forward. I wanted to feel whole and happy again.

I believe thinking about finding happiness was very healthy for me. It gave me something to grasp on to, like a floating device when you are sinking under water. I was trying to be positive while I was drowning in a very bleak situation.

I believe it is so important to try to see some light through the darkness. It truly is what kept me sane in an insane time of my life.